azrasdemons

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Saw good music last night at this tsunami relief concert that was being put on locally.  I was up too late though.  And I'm off to be up late again tonight.  Plus there's too much work needing to be done.  And parents are being annoying, but it really is my fault, like most else is. *Sigh*  I often wish things weren't working out the way they are. Yet when I think about stuff, there's a lot that has gone well too, so I really shouldn't complain.  I  mean, there are all of these things that I've wanted to get done, and I have done them, and people I've met, and experiences that I have gone through that have been beneficial if not good exactly

I'm out of PE for the time, just because I don't have the time or mental energy to do anything that I have to do, let alone extra stuff.   Relationships are making me sick and stressed out, and I only want to curl under my covers, go to sleep, and never have to wake up again. Sadly, doesnt seem to work.  I always seem to have the problem that I am trying to give my all to a relationship/friendship so I can make it work, but it seems like its only me that wants to give the time. I'm the one calling to see how they're doing, if they want to hang out sometime, but usually they don't call me.  And I never know if its a sign that they don't want